Finding Home: A New Chapter

This weekend was freaking incredible! It was full of so many firsts for me. I met up with Dotty, her husband, and their really good friend at a little farmhouse rental a few hours away. After experiencing several spankings, new implements, lots of laughs, and wonderful cuddles, this weekend will be one that will be impossible to forget.

At the end of my last scene on Sunday, what hit me (other than the multiple implements that can be seen piled on the corner of the bed) was knowing and believing that this wasn’t just the end of an exciting weekend, but it was actually the start of a new chapter in my journey of finding home. I have genuine friends who really do care about me. You all know the real me – the me who can take the reigns and lead at work, the me who takes care of everyone and went through hell in my last relationship, and the me who loves to be spanked and to let go every now and then.

I have people, friends, a tribe who are all still here after everything. After this memorable weekend, I can finally feel the love passing through the cracks in the wall I built. I can feel the love that deep down I knew had to be there, but until now, I had given up on and thought I just wasn’t worth the effort or didn’t deserve it. My heart couldn’t be more full than it is right now.

I want to give a heartfelt thank you to everyone who has loved me and supported me as I continue on this journey. I love you guys, and I am so happy to have all of you in my life. 💗

About Jay

I am an independent, levelheaded young woman who enjoys being spanked and wants to let go from time to time.

Posted on June 9, 2020, in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. 4 Comments.

  1. Oh. My. God. WOW. Daaaamn! And all the other exclamations. That is impressive, my friend. You are one tough cookie!
    I am so, SO very proud of you, and happy for you. ♥

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    • 😬😁 Thank you, SIS! ❤️

      I look at that picture and think, “damn, is that my butt?”…as I’m still sitting on a pillow two days later. 😂 To my credit, this chair wasn’t comfortable before this weekend!

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  2. Good for you, girl ! You deserve all good things! Hugs, Windy

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